i'm not some boy that you can sway

is it possible to be so inspired about something but at the same time not do anything about that certain something? I tend to be really interested in something but then when the opportunity comes to enhance it, I choose not to.

I have soo many great and inspiring books that are just screaming for me to read them, and I own them, and I've started to read them, but they just sit on my desk because I haven't pursued finishing them.

[list of books I've "recently" started but never finished]

Mere Christianity

The End of America: Letter of Warning to a Young Patriot

UnChristian

Hello, I'm Special: How Individualism Became the New Conformity

Jesus For President

[end of list]

I seem to keep recently talking (blogging) about time

and I don't know why that is such a vital issue to me, but I honestly have so much free time these days and I have sadly been wasting it all. Not just hypothetically, but literally I have been wasting precious time.

Although it's one of my favourite hobbies (and something I've been doing for too many years), I've been spending waay too much time lingering on the internet and posting blogs, and updating my MySpace and Twitter, and 'creeping' people on Facebook.

I could be accomplishing such greater things; more knowledgeable things instead, but I choose to lurk online.

Now that I've finished writing this, I'm going to attempt to read.

Wish me luck!