It should be the other way around...

About a week ago, I sent a very heartfelt apology to someone who I haven't seen in awhile and don't get time to talk to.

I admitted to being angry at them and holding a grudge and apologized for that because I no longer wanted to be mad at this person.

This person never responded back at all and I know that they have read my apology.

So, now I feel even more like an a-hole because I have no idea what they think about the whole thing and I'm fearing the day that I will run into them because I don't know how I should act.

The apology was supposed to clear my conscience but all it did was dig me deeper into a hole w/ the situation regarding this fellow.